[Monday 01.09.06 @ 7:32pm] update: I haven't cried since sat. and the only reason i cried on sat. wasn't because of boys yayayay. im happy im totally over the whole south boys situation. it wasn't worth being sad over anyways. dick heads. mhhm. so things are okay right now. i have the bestest friends in the world. i couldn't ask for anyone better than jmjk i love them soso so much. and i'm totally loving our friday starbucks and talks =] im happy for jenny and meghan. they have amazing guys that really like them and i love just seeing them happy =] so far this year has been pretty good. a few bumps in the beginning, but everyones over them now. now for my boy situation; well, they haven't been too good since the summer. hah oh well. if things are supposed to work out, then they'll work out on their own. i guess that's how im gonna look at things for a while. ♥ read ( 1 ) post

[Sunday 01.08.06 @ 10:56am] BASICALLY, i have the bestest friends in the world. i can tell them absolutly ANYTHING. Even if it's me telling them i don't like something about THEM. i love how we can talk about anything imaginable. we can talk and talk for hours. I honestly don't know what i would do without my jmj ♥ post

[Saturday 01.07.06 @ 11:24am] im realizing that things with those boys are never gonna be okay again. it just seems like we're never gonna be close again and i think i might be starting to accept that i think i like this one kid. yeahh. and i wish i could sorta tell him but i don't know. i guess i have to wait till the right time. im scared of what he's going to say when i tell him tho. hmm. got my hair fixed on thurs. hah i looked like rainbow bright on crack now its just brown. and eventually im going to get highlites. i've been trying to not straighten my hair cuz jaimeelynn says my hair is [SO] damaged. went on a starbucks trip yesterday with meghan and jenna. we were there for about 3 hours, just talking. about EVERYTHING some points we were laughing, some points we were mad, and some points were emotional. but i think we're going to make that a weekly thing. ♥ post

this has been bugging me. [Wednesday 01.04.06 @ 4:31pm] [ mood | crushed ] howcome one couple breaking up can change so many things? we went from talking almost everday and hanging out every weekend, to not even talking at all it's as if we were never friends. i hate this so much. i wish things would go back to how everything was before. i never knew something like this could hurt so bad. but like people say: 'everything happens for a reason' there's no way i can change any of this the only way to think of it as is: everything happens for a reason. i want to know what the reason is for all of this happening. i prolly will never know the answer but it will always bug me. i don't understand why we still can't be friends, just because of one breakup the day everything happened, i never cried so hard, cuz i knew this was going to happen. i just knew it. alright, i just needed to get some of that off my chest. read ( 1 ) post

<3 [Wednesday 12.07.05 @ 3:21pm] i haven't written in this in such a long time, since homecoming. A lot has changed since homecoming: school/grades boy-ish stuff friends and myself. School has been going pretty good this year. I've been getting okay grades, good enough for the parents to be happy. So thats okay, and I don't really mind being at school that much. My school days go by pretty fast, and the weeks go by okay. The boy stuff is pretty complicated and im not really going to get too deep into it. All im going to say is, for a while, i just gave up with boys, and wanted to have nothing to do with liking a boy at all, but then i sorta realized, that that doesn't really work for me. Majority of my friends are boys, so yeah, it just doesn't work. Oh well, i can live with it. In the past month or so i've gotten really close to some people. And i'm not going to lie, yeah, im not as close to a lot of people that I used to be close with. I guess i'm going to leave it at that. So, I guess i've changed a bit. Im not exactly sure how, and why. But yeah. Some people may hate me[?] for this change, but I can't help it. Everyone goes through a change, deal with it. Some new stuff that's happened since homecoming: I got my bellybutton and cartilage pierced. That was exciting, Jenny and scott are together and officially the best couple. I'm so happy for the both of them. My boy luck, hasn't been so good. I think i've gotten closer with jenny and the south boys lately. Started track, the quit after about a week. Upcoming stuff: Tonight, might go to Scotts hockey game. Friday going to see Max's swim meet. Saturday night is South's Winter Ball. Yeah, idk about that. I mean, I want to go, but then again, I don't know. I'm not totally sure. I'll prolly end up going though, cuz jenny and jenna will talk me into it. tonight im wearing my best smile in hope to make me worth your while I'LL BE THE BEST MISTAKE YOU'LL EVER MAKE. ♥ post

navigation [ viewing | most recent entries ] [ go | earlier ]